You can love me or hate me
But I'm still gonna get my money
Envy and jealousy is all I see
Yeah I can see the hate in ya eyes
You can try but you can't stop me
I keep it real, I keep it street
So tell everybody that don't like me
That I can see the hate in ya eyes
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You can love me or hate me But I'm still gonna get my money Envy and jealousy is all I see (Yeah) I can see the hate in ya eyes You can try but you can't stop me I keep it real, I keep it street So tell everybody that don't like me That I can see the hate in ya eyes
what can i say this guy got talent...Hate in ya eyes by Chamillionaire
anyways spring break going good not much of a big deal really doing what i do best..SLEEP...lol oh yesss haha used some of my time to catch up on my hw and wat not and call some people i havent talked to in a while..went shoppin` the other day bought some clothes yes my second love is shoppin` =) ah AP exams and regents coming up im somewhat studying for those...about 2 more months of school left, i cant wait for summer i have a feeling its gonna be one hell of a summer lol..anyways thats about it juss decided that u guys should get an update along with the layout
i let life get the best of me, let the drama get to my head, why? cause im stubborn. i was only thinkin` about myself and while doing that i fucked things up with a number of important people. i let myself drop and by the time i realized it i had already fucked up pretty bad, buh it's neva too late right? time to start over and bring myself back up and i think im doing a pretty good job so far. grades going up, studyin`, doing wha i gotta do, pretty much focused. straightened things out with the important ppl or atleast most of the important ppl..in some cases i think there are things left unsaid buh that's another story that needs to be left alone
The tears have said it all. how long can u go on cryin? how long can u go on hopin`? how long can u go on trustin` and lovin`? FOREVER. the hope and trust is still there and my love is still as strong as ever. life takes its unexpected turns and often its the good ones who get screwed, but in the end what's meant to happen will happen, and who was meant to be will be. Patience is a virtue. and so i keep on waiting and watching life as it unfolds
things left undone, emotions left unexpressed, thoughts left unsaid and actions left unexplained but life will surely keep on moving till the day there is yet another unexpected twist and everything goes back to the way they were...nah mean?
--if u know, u know if not u can stay lost and confused =P
--Lisa turned sexy sweet 16 on March 17 thanks to everyone who rememebered and thanks for all the lovely gifts love ya mucho
yeah yeah im alive and i have a new sexy style sheet..jeahh man..anyways i think u guys deserve a new updatee so here it goes
_SCHOOL_ i have lunch with Nadia now!! yes veronica im sorry buh u've been replaced..lolz nah i miss my Nicaaa and our crazy game of eightz...and Peter is always mean to me ;[ buh i still luv Peter...classes are ahrightt..xcept math that is, im still failing math i hate it! studyin` fah regents and AP..hopefully i pass them all, leaders service isnt that mad i get to chill with my luvie Vibhaa and the other girls in that gym class then leaders gym gives me a good work out buh its ok i have fun..art is kind of relaxing i juss draw and colorr lolz pretty nice way to end the day and when i dont feel like doing anything i juss sit there...after school i take the bus alone now ;[ no more nadia and keishaaa im all by my lonesome selff..i'll live though
_SWEET 16_ im not even up for this party anymore buh its a little too late for that now its only a month away anyways the planning is coming along good...got the dj, my dress, the cake, have half the favors, and half the decorations so i think we pretty much set as long as there's no procrastination i hope this party turns out good and nothing goes wrong...what do i want for my birthday? theres only one thing that i want and i know none of u can give it to me so im good there's nothing more that i wantt juss call me for my birthday and i'll be aight, countin` down the days till my cuzo dem come from floridaa i cant wait!!
_FAMILY//FRIENDS//HUBBY_ situation with the famz are dieing down not as bad as it was a couple weeks ago..im gettin` along pretty good with them..me and dah hubby decided to chill fah a lil while..nuff said..i've stopped tellin` people things cause its like no one really cares they have their own problems and some people juss dont make sense to me...and i find if i keep everything to myself i manage to stay stronger longer..cause i dont have anyone askin` me how im feelin` or whats wrong..nothings wrong and im feelin` fine i dont get to chill with my friends much anymore..i really need a chill day...dont know when that day will come..hopefully soon
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lolzz i loveeeeeeeeee my buddy Kiran
``drop them propz
"She's been stuck in this stereotype of a pretty little girl who is always happy and never does anything wrong"
Spring semester has officially started. went to pick up report card and program card yesterday...report card average is a 90 went up in 3 classes and dropped in 4..eh i still did ok i know i could have done better buh i didnt really put my mind to it..my schedule is gayy i now have a 2-10 schedule, meaning im in school from 8 o'clock in the morning to 3:40 in the afternoon...i now have art which sucks cause i have no artistic ability what so ever...buh i'll be aight...i have leaders gym which is pretty good cause it's supposed to look good on ur transcript and i have leaders service which will get me my credits..so0o i guess the late schedule isn`t that bad xcept for the fact that i dont get to see my Nadia anymore=(...buh that's also giving me more time out of my house..so it's ok..this markin` period imma try to get my average up to atleast a 95..yeah i know it'll be more work..buh a liddle more studyin` and a liddle less sleep wont kill me..and it will PROBABLY get my parents to back off a liddle..which i doubt buh it's still worth the try
My parents are their normal selves...i know i've lost their trust..well actually my dad's trust i dont think i've ever had any trust from my mom..buh wateva..i feel bad cause i know things with my dad are screwed up now..buh i know if i work hard enough and give things some time..i will be able to prove to my dad that im not a bad person and i will be able to gain his trust back...as for my mom..she's a hopeless case...my grandma, i juss wish she would leave everything alonee..she always has to put in her 2 sense and it juss messes everything up..."she's a girl child" im tired of hearing that fuckin` bullshit from dese damn coolie ppl..wtf is the difference between the guys and girls why is it that they get more freedom then us..and they always put it in a negative way..o0o u cant go out alone, u cant do dis u cant do dat, yuh too lil, ur a girl child ur gonna get urself in trouble...yeah yeah i've heard it, heard it ALL a million and one times and i really don`t see the need for it..it's america times have changed..GET IT THRU UR HEAD..yeah i know it's ur daughter and w/e and u wanna make sure she's ok..FINE..i get dat and i understand buh give me a liddle freedom atleast let me chill every now and then witout askin` me a gazillion questions..u take away my friends, u take away my life...and that's what it seems like they are tryin` to do.."the more u make something unavailable, the more u tend to want it"
Got to spend some time with the hubby yesterday..it was great =) got my mind off other things and for those couple hours he was all that was there..and everything was so much better o0o0o and he's the greatesttt..tanks for the gift babee i love you..me and him are great and our 3 months is next thrusday is that's all good..as for the other couples..Veronica and Roger are idiots buh we'll fix dat in time..Keisha and Moe are my monkey couple and they doin` great..and Denise and Daniel are havin` problems buh i hope they work things out soon..that is basically my feelings and thoughts in a nutshell..there's alot more goin` on inside me buh i'll be aight no one needs to know anything else..anyways new layout thought i would make it red fah valentines and new song juss cause i like it =) ahright so im gone
a good girl doin` what she has to do..goin` to school gettin` dah good grades, comin` home doin` what she's told, keepin` up with friends and family and all dah bullshit around her, always helpin` out everyone, always tryna make everyone happy, neva did drugs, neva drank, neva gave in to peer pressure, a good girl that has parents who could swear she's the worst...they always assume the worse, neva try to talk to her neva try to find out wat she's feelin` juss constantly makin` the worse assumptions possible, found her happiness in life and they are tryna take that away from her, and they go on makin` assumptions...and all she has to say is..assumptions are a very bad thing...cause she will prove them wrong, she will prove that everything they say is wrong, she will prove that she is a good person and one day, one good day she will prove to everyone that she really is that great person they always doubted..she is STRONG and she WILL get thru this..she won't give up...
so once again i've been knocked down in life..so wat do i do? get right back up and keep it movin`...yes sir cause LISA IS STRONG..not really buh im tryin` im tryin` my hardest...and if in the end i end up breakin` then atleast i could say i tried my hardest...anyways thanks to all my girls who are there fah me all day [vero,keisha,pookie & nadia] i ono wha i would have done without u guys today...u all made me smile/laugh in some way or another..nadia ur juss always there to listen to me bitch and everything and i really appreciate it cause i know i get annoyin` at times...keisha sorry fah gettin` u in trouble buh i love u...pookie keep dem dr. phil moments comin` those actually kept me alive today..lol i love my liddle gangster pookie..and vero omg wat would i do witout u chic...ur like always there..and we have that thing rememberr..great minds think alike..lol I LOVE U GUYS!!!
and to my loverrr I LOVE YOU i know this is gonna be hard fah u and me both..buh we'll get thru it we'll stay strong fah each otherr...like i always say i'd neva leave u alone, neva leave yuh side...i may seem like im fallin` apart buh no worries i'll pull myself back together..and i know the next couple months will be tuff buh dont worry we'll make it thru cause we are so spectacularrr well ur more spectacular buh we'll be aight lol and remember keep smilin` babe smile forr me cause i lovee you with all my heart !!! and i dont wanna see u sad
LiSa -n- AnDy [11.o9.o5 till the day after forever]
it's not about waiting for the strom to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain
EDIT 1.2o.o6
New Music [Simple Plan--Welcome to my life]....yeah i know u guys are prolly sayin` since when do i listen to dis kinda music...buh i do it actually keeps me calm when im goin` thru rough times not heavy heavy rock buh yeah..enjoy dah song i love it
